I know. I’m a heartless bitch and I deserve to burn in hell. I’m also expecting a good spanking (literally and figuratively) from JCD for not being in the same level with him on Rustom’s coming out through PBB. Although that’s expected between the two of us. He’s the yin to my yang. I’m the black to his white.
I haven’t come out to my mother yet, maybe that’s why I can not relate to what happened to Rustom. JCD has bravely done that and so he is looking at this from a different perspective as well.
It’s a very hard thing to do really. Numerous times I have contemplated and attempted but as mentioned by bong in his comment to my previous post, “coming out is a difficult process and the only time one knows he is prepared to do it – is when he does it, there are no signs, there are no preparations that can ever be enough”.
Kakatawa, ang hirap mag come out sa aking inay kung kailan naman ang buong mundo na aking ginagalawan ay nakakaalam na ng aking pagkatao. Katwiran ko rin kasi, eh hindi sya nagtatanong bakit ko ibibigay sa kanya voluntarily? Sigh.
So ano akala nyo laging masaya ang mga bakla? We are drama queens of the highest order believe me.
Comments are moderated, so if some dumb a-hole would even try to tell me that my soul should go straight to hell, it ain’t gonna happen. Besides, I don’t believe in hell. Belat. 😛